moved.

Today was a messed up day, BUT! thank you hazeline for eating your invisible dinner with me(: hahahha. i’m going to be as lame as aaron some day okay. i know!! i’m on the way :P hahahah!

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rar.

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Do you know the feeling..
That sometimes when you listen to music you get sort of different feelings? Happy, sad, angry, warmth, etc..
The best feeling I’ve ever had was warmth for almost about 3 months? It felt so nice, so… words can’t describe how i felt.
But now?? I don’t feel a single emotion listening to music. not a SINGLE feeling! Not even warmth): I really want that feeling again.
Those three months were the best music-listening-time of my life ever.
I didn’t ever feel that feeling since that third month. Ever.
Oh well.
 It’ll come again! I know that I know that you know that I know that it will come again. Well I hope.

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I feel good finally accomplishing something that i took seriously today!

Yet. I feel so cause of smth): 

oh well.

I want more of these (: (: (:  enough of this ):

 

 

was reading ___’s blog. came across a lot of stuff!

~ Back then in Outram, every saturday is NCC training day. We would be “brutally” punished to do all the nonsense. There were times i was being pushed till i almost wanted to tear.. Till today i ask myself, “why didn’t i quit like the rest?!” From a group of 27 people we dropped till there were only 9 and then a pathethic 6. But i will never forget, every single time when both my hands were on the hot and rough floor, to feel my sweat dripping down to my nose and forming a patch on the floor, arms aching, triceps hurting, continued doing push ups and the only voice i can hear… was the voice from my NCC SIR shouting “ENDURE!!! ENDURE!!!”~

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I still feel like giving it all up.

sigh.

I just want to say..

hi 

and

bye.

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let me listen to my music.

Went for morning pm at pl. Was okay I’d say, got distracted a lot. rar.
Anyways after than went to find nic, cheryl, leila and jon (yes la the cute one la) i was a bit shy at first>< but i started talking to jon after awhile. HAHA. then we went to macs for breakfast and after that went to dhoby play L4D! HAHA. Then cause we had more than 4 players some of us had to be the zombie so it was pretty boring cause we keep dying. hahaha. Then Leila left for awhile, jessamine came, nic left to go school. We played 4 players L4D! muahaha. Then leila came back(: and at the last round we died right.. so we were back in the safe house then we started killing each other for fun. HAHAH. played for almost three hours. lol. Then down to ps manhatten fish market for lunch. then me and leila went of and the rest went toa payoh. Haha(:

 you’re unlike any other.

i don’t want already/:

Relienk K – Pressing On

I think we’re going somewhere.
We’re on to something good here.
Out of mind, out of state.
Trying to keep my head on straight.
I think we’re going somewhere.
We’re on to something good here.
There’s only one thing left to do.
Drop all I have and go with you.

Somewhere back there I left my worries all behind.
My problems fell out of the back of my mind.
We’re going and I’m never knowing (never knowing) where we’re going.
To go back to where I was would just be wrong.
I’m pressing on.
Pressing on, all my distress is going, going, gone. (pressing on, pressing on)
And I won’t sit back, and take this anymore.
‘Cause I’m done with that, I’ve got one foot out the door.
And to go back where I was would just be wrong
I’m pressing on.

I think we’re going somewhere.
We’re on to something good here.
Out of mind, out of state.
Trying to keep my head on straight.
I think we’re going somewhere.
We’re on to something good here.
Adversity, we get around it.
Searched for joy, in you I found it.

Somewhere back there I left my worries all behind.
My problems fell out of the back of my mind.
We’re going and I’m never knowing (never knowing) where we’re going.
To go back to where I was would just be wrong.
I’m pressing on.
Pressing on, all my distress is going, going, gone. (pressing on, pressing on)
And I won’t sit back, and take this anymore.
‘Cause I’m done with that, I’ve got one foot out the door.
And to go back where I was would just be wrong
I’m pressing on.

I think we’re going somewhere.
We’re on to something good here.
Out of mind, out of state.
Trying to keep my head on straight.
I think we’re going somewhere.
We’re on to something good here.
Adversity, we get around it.
Searched for joy, in you I found it.

You look down on me, but you don’t look down on me at all.
You smile and laugh, and I feel the love you have for me.
I think we’re going somewhere.
We’re on to something good here, and we’re gonna make it after all.

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Pressing on!

A firefly’s light can burn brighter than the sun sometimes.

God’s ultimate purpose of putting us through sufferings is to produce perseverance.

There may be a long way to go but it’s worth the wait! Hang in there.

Keep on keeping on!